O my dream, o great world
Why my chest felt this unspoken words
Throwing this one into confusion
What is love?
What is Justice?
Where's hope?
Where's freedom?
I can't understand the relationship
They gave me warmth
But they also gave me pain the most
Happiness seems always around me
But the pain inside is also reality
All i had seen is darkness
All just to proof the humankind is evil
Those who sat on the throne
Look at the world with greed and pride
Those who walk on the muddy earth
Close their heart to find something to eat
Those who hold the amazing titles
Gained their game by evil means
Those who hold the uncountable wealth
Moves their body by their lust and desire
Those who stand at the average
Just move with the flow and envy
Why these eyes only see the darkness
Why this one have to see the madness
Am i just a witness of destruction?
Or everything i had seen is just illusion?
Dear scholars who knows many things
Dear people who doesn't possess anything
Why these eyes can't stop crying
Over the meaningless sight of fighting
These heart had started to crumble
This mind slowly moves to insanity
At one side i wish for the warmth
Of the relationship within the memories
But at the other side i was afraid
Of hurting others
Of being hurt by others
By being betrayed
Or betrayed other's expectation
I even want to hug myself at the corner
And seal myself inside the solitude
The world where everything is cold
Where none is hurt
Where nobody is betrayed
Where i can't see anyone fight
Where i can't say words of envy
O world
What shall i do to face them?
O people,
Who shall i to condemn?
Dear justice, hope and freedom
Where the hell i can find them?
Why nobody seems avoid peace?
Why the truth seems absurd?
And why those who shed blood of others
Are look like someone absolute?
Dear lords of the throne
Why there are so many who cried?
Dear Guardians of justice
Why i can't find a little speck of peace?
I felt very lost
Like a simple wandering ghost
I wonder what is life?
Is that just a simple Grand lies?
To the poet who stand with me
To the people who can understand me
How do i escape this absurdity?
How can i be free from this Paradox of misery?